Random Thoughts

So as I lay here in bed

Millions of thoughts dance in my head

To lie here lost in a world of chaos

How I wish I didn’t have to deal with loss
So many times we forget

Yet today I truly meant it

I love you and all your flaws and edges

For it is you who talk me off these ledges
This life can be so cruel and unjust

I feel like I am one who is lost

Unable to truly speak my mind

Yet you are the one trying to find
Locating the right thing to say

Oh how that would make my day

To hear the phrase that means a lot

Just remember to simply stop
Take this moment to remind me

Tell me all the best qualities you see

My life seems so empty without you

Yet I always seem to figure out what to do
Do not fret my love

For we have so many watching from above

Everyone we have lost has not gone far

We just have to look for that one star
We can make a wish to see 

Then where they ought to be

Remember how I love you so

I just wanted you to know

Random Thought

If we all strive to succeed,
Why does everyone want to leave?
This world can be so cold and cruel
Even the smartest of people drool.

Your life is so precious and short,
Almost like you need a personal escort.
To be loved and cherished,
This is what I wished

Your words can bite through my skin,
But it is not in my nature to give in
This world around us is ever changing,
Here we all sit talking and aging

Your loved ones will always be there
Even when you lose you hair
This world is our home
We must not walk it alone

Your smile drives me wild
It appeals to my inner child
Each thought is different and new
I am who I am due to you.

My wish is to keep up this pace
For I am running this race
With you by my side
I shall never lose my stride

First Entry Into An Empty Space

My day starts way to early,

I sit here and try to gather my thoughts as they swirl around me

Every day I embrace the chance to truly shine

I embrace these words as they are mine.

 

This world can be so cold and dark

I think it is about time to leave a mark

My words flow though my mind and out my fingers

Every thought I think about just likes to linger

 

Every chance I get I just want to sit and write

How that just isn’t my life

Poetry should be shared with all of those around me

One of these days maybe the whole world will see

 

Every since I was so young and could hold a pen

I just wanted to start writing right then

I have embraced this as my true release

This is my own personal therapy

 

Take the time to listen to your heart

Don’t be afraid to take a chance and start

You may never know what you will create

Just don’t wait too long or it might be too late

 

I look forward to writing so much more

My head feels as though it wants to smash on the floor

So heavy with thoughts and memories

I would say this isn’t bad for my first of many entries